HIATUS.

2009-09-16T23:42:00.000+08:00

HIATUS.

2009-09-08T22:57:00.001+08:00

Bring Jay Backkkkkkkkkkk! )'''''''''':

2009-09-05T21:59:00.004+08:00

D-day,

Visuals from term 3 birthday babes celebration.

lmfao at tianwei.

2009-09-04T20:46:00.003+08:00

Fundle Bundle,

Kay, more visuals w webcam again!

We were trying to do the fire breathing effect. God, I look like such a loser .__.

MUCKBETHHHHHH! I will haunt youuuuuuuuu!

So the last day of TERM 3 has finally endeddddddd (!!!)
Means yay-yay for school holidays!
And a big no-no for EOYs.
And very happily after school met dearest Jia Yi! (L)
The catching up was awesome,
missed you very much you beech!
Then caught "The Proposal",
Ryan Reynolds! 8)
Then left at 7+
Very satisfied catching up,
couldnt stop blabbering away and away and away.
And cheer up ):
Very surprisingly,
we didnt take photos.
Must be all the saliva spitting everywhere that we forgot.
Im done,
and stop saying I dont update!

2009-09-01T21:16:00.002+08:00

Always be my thunder,

Went back to school for LA role-play,
hilarious as always,
fooled around with my vaio's webcam.
& I dont understand what's wrong with the cake song ):
Then met up w miwi for shopping and crap singing like mental bongolos,
and yayayayyay I got my shoes!
Tmr's school and tests,
AGAIN.

2009-08-16T14:29:00.000+08:00

Hahahah i totally died laughing.

2009-08-02T20:33:00.004+08:00

Hearts all over the world tonight,

Heart Disection

hahahaha we were singing "Don't go breaking my heart"
The irony!
And claire has a fetish for poking squishy things.
And Mother Theresa of course!

A heart for a balloon!

kekekekekeke!
I was power ranger colourful!
Power ranger rainbow would sound lame so,
-grins madly and does gl power ranger pose-

Patched hearts.

Hahahaha so I guess we're talking now!
We even went for dinner++hunting for my wallet which was STOLEN by pearl lmfao.
Her house is sooooo hard to get to!
Am happy that we've put it aside for that day.
And look at Pee (The dolphin) sniffing my food.
Eighteen chefs,
-sniff- ahhh, memories.
Pua Jia-er! We gotta go there again too kay!

Okay I gotta send the BBYD essay (lmfao) to mr harris before he gets all anal on me again.
And Im upset w ________.
You know who you are ):

& ruo,
Im sorry.
I just thought yknow,
yeh I shouldnt come to conclusions so easily but yknow I was only trying to protect my kaylegs! ))':

2009-07-25T16:34:00.003+08:00

Credits: milktoof.blogspot

Just came back from unproductive idmi storyboard.

The world seems to be revolving slower and slower each day,
Its just a feeling.
I wonder if the world would end in 2012.
Then maybe I wouldn’t have to continue living up to my apparent past glories,
And living not for myself,
But for the rest of the world who condemn me,
Reality’s a bitch.

Bio test on day2/3,
Fml.
I don’t wanna receive the call asking me to not come home again,
But there are times when I do feel exhausted,
When I feel like I’m worthless.
I don’t want to waste one third of my life on meaningless education.
Fuck school,
I need salvation.

2009-07-24T22:25:00.001+08:00

Its 3 days,
to the time of your life.

Im sorry.

2009-07-23T21:31:00.002+08:00

With every step you climb another mountain,
with every breath its harder to believe.

Okay so I dont know how long ago that was,
but yeh, times like that was the shiz.
And my hair was longer then.
Something tragic is going on in my life that no one knows of.
I dont have my laptop anymore -___-
Im using a bloody Korean one with a HUGE ass screen which burns my eyes every two seconds,
and last of all,
the internet's wired.
And the very generous mum plucks out the wire at 1030(wtf?!)
while shes happily enjoying (yawn) Korean dramas with her personal gl korean cable tv.
wtfwtfwtf.
++ I lost all my pictures and docs and shiz.

& Its finally dawned on me that I regret not forcing my mum to teach me Korean.
And I dont understand why the f I need to attend.
Bloodyf, I wanna quit soooo bad but yeh, I dont wanna go tmr -___-
And bloodyf to the fact that I missed last week's lecture (8: <)
And one more bloodyf to the fact that I havent done my bbyd essay,
but a YAY to mrharris for wanting to give me an extension (lmfao) for it.
It was due after the june hols .______.

And HAH IN YOUR FACE KENNETHTHIA!
Literally the sms was "Hah! In your face! I passeddddddd!"
and his reply was so hahahahhahaha.
"Woohoo u go gal!"
yawn, so its a bloody minimal pixelated post but whatevs.
You losers come here to read boring shit bout me anyways,
nah,
theres still some of you losers that I love.
Kay, bye.

Its hard to even say hi now.
Im sorry for not trying hard enough.
Im sorry that we are where we are today.

2009-07-21T22:15:00.008+08:00

Happy Birthday,

Racial Harmony Day
yeh so racial harmony day was on monday.
3F is the loveliest most supporting class ever!
Although the forceful persuasions on wearing the costumes is kinda scary.
But yeh 80% of us wore costumes,
Mrs Tan was crazy happy she gave us kueh lmfao.
& I pray I wont have to wear the "bongtok" ever again.
fyi, its a hanbok.
Most of the lovelies were in Kebayahs.
Pixels ahead.

This picture is kinda like "whoa" which was what I was telling Claire because we look TOO happy.

21st July 2009

Hurhur so today me and Claire went for lunch at cafe cartel!

Had long chats,

breathless laughters,

failed shots,

and an endless flow of bread.

The pictures are clickable,
so means you guys can grab them.
Yeh, thats you, claire.

Happy Birthday,
Hope it was well worth everything,
And Im sorry I couldnt say anything to you.
But really,
I hope you had the birthday of your lifetime.

2009-07-17T17:18:00.005+08:00

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA
honestly,
from the few days Ive been sick Ive received flowers,
twice!
as in men come to my door and call my name asking me to sign for the flowers which are from noel!
[edit]
zz its from my dad lol.
noel's a brand, lmfao yz.

Its like im dying or something.
will edit this space w pictures of the flowers later.
tata

2009-07-16T20:56:00.002+08:00

Im dead bored at home and i miss you guys sooooooooooo much!
But the fever's getting the better of me.
and soaking myself in ice would kill me faster.
I wonder how all of you have been!
Hope yall had fun in school,
and im soooo jealous that i missed lessons ):
J.E.A.L.O.U.S!
Hopefully I can see you guys on Saturday!

Good bye Loves!

2009-07-14T22:01:00.002+08:00

Heal the World,
make it a better place.

[IDMI week]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA i know im smart like that (8: >)

yeh so today i fell sick and got sent home.
eh i could believe how bloody painful a fever could be.
i was freezing and hurting everywhere.
So much for luck.
& tmr's theres math CT -______-
honestly, crapadoodle.
39.2 degrees can hurt like hell.

& im sorry if i had spread my flu to you.
when i die of h1n1,
hope all you suckers will grieve!
lmao, death is such an easy thing for me.
so i'll try to be back on friday to collect the hmw and stuffs.
hope i dont miss out too much on school (8: <)
& yay! i avoided the crazy anger fit by gong today.
felt sorry for the people who got shouted at.

so have a happy week!
while i stay at home, bedridden and dying.
& I'll miss you guys )))))8

2009-07-09T00:27:00.002+08:00

bloody hell,
i lost my lv and idmi is sucking the life outta me.
i need redemption,
or salvation.
and a little bit of hope that the lv isnt, poof gone.
all my cards and shit.
thank God there was only 40+ inside 8)

to the year 2s and 3s you should thank the school for doing something smart for once,
cancelling idmi.
my head hurts.
theres like someone on a pogo stick jumping on my head.
pray that someone would be kind enough to return my wallet ):

2009-07-05T14:06:00.002+08:00

If I just believe it,
there's nothing to it.

hehehe crazily overdued pics from the awesome time w the fockers.
me and ruo went shopping in the morn before meeting the rest whoowhoo.
& LOL i bought my bags over the june hols.
money is for you to spend anywaysssss.
no judging.

2009-06-28T01:24:00.004+08:00

I wish I could tell you something,
to take it all away.

Day 1.

]

Day 2

hahah so that was idmi day one and two.
there were unpleasant times,
and there were good times.
i mean chenyin's house was awesome,
& mook couldnt make it for filming because of an apparant illness that made him handicapped,
i assumed menstrual cramps.
so thank you for your hard work guys! 8)))

& HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAN JIAQI,
may you be blessed on this day dearie!

& honestly, cant you guys tag once in awhile?!

2009-06-27T16:04:00.002+08:00

dyou know how it feels when someone says something and does another?

& let me tell you something about family.
when you once thought they will be the ONLY people whom wont judge you,
erase that fucked up thought,
its all lies.
they are the people that judge you the most.

i may seem like a cruel bitch,
but my family's so screwed up and only in their own delusional minds they think theyre fine.
insanity.
so i vowed that when i grow up i would keep in minimal contact w them.
okay maybe except for my mum.
the rest are sick bitches.
yeh that includes the fuckhole,
my brother.

okay bye i need to hurry and finish my hmw since i told myself i needed to finish it and not go out.
btw,
screw you,
screw the world that hates me,
cus i love you.

2009-06-26T20:05:00.000+08:00

Just added the twitter & archives tabs to the side.
will edit this space later w visuals.

2009-06-26T10:55:00.005+08:00

Michael Joseph Jackson
29th August 1958 - 25th June 2009

I lived on your songs,
those lyrics ):
Youll always be my King of Pop.
Billie Jean, Thriller, Beat it, Bad, Black or White got me through some of my darkest nights.
RestInPeace dear Michael,
& you dont always have to strive to be something youre not.
We love you the way you are.

& you created the Moon Walk.
you will always be a legend.

2009-06-25T23:29:00.003+08:00

KAYLEGS XUXU MEATTAIL.

YOU SUCK.
PLEASE DIE CUS YOU KEEP GETTING SICK (!!!)
REMEMBER THAT PAIN KILLS PAIN.

AND I LOVE AH! (L)

[edit]
this sucks i gotta go to school tmr.
see you there -_____-

2009-06-25T11:29:00.001+08:00

So you're gone,
and I'm haunted.

im gonna show you how unglam one can get.
marvel at my unglamness.
& im not shamed,
im not afraid to show who i am.
not superficial,
not glam 24/7,
so marvel at how i look like at night.
8)
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& im thinking of getting a curler.
my straight hair is boring the hell out of me.
& no im not going,
it'll be wierd.
& life's telling me that im worthless.
so grieve,
let me be.

2009-06-24T20:02:00.005+08:00

Hit me like a ray of sun,
Burning through my darkest night,

"Box you!" HAHAH this is literal boxing 8)

2F class outing.
aww at first very little showed up then they started increasing in numbers.
& a very Happy Birthday to chik!
kinda missed them,
but i guess the feeling is fading away,
its getting numb.
But i love everyone to the very bone,
& HAAHAHA tianwei should have been quarantined!
ADIDOG.
tskkk,
he didnt wanna come at first but i managed to persuade him hurhur 8)

missed everyone,
missed how we would click so well w everyone basically talking nonsensical shiz all day.
i missed how i was always called up for talking w jiayi & amanda & aileen,
how we ate recess together,
the guys being their retarded selves.
but i know i have to get pass this,
i have to get pass knowing that it would never be the same.
& yeh,
I feel love-deprived as of this moment.

& yeh ask me if you want the pictures,
and if you ask why the pictures are fugly,
its cus im too lazy to edit them.
dammit,
blame these fingers tyvm 8)

and to ____,
even if you believe what you did was a sin,
i believe it was the right thing to do,
& im sorry i couldnt do anything except cry,
cry for you and.

2009-06-23T11:26:00.001+08:00

You don't have to be afraid,
of what you are.

tskkkkkkkk.
that's Hana humping.
she was on heat kay!
spare the poor thing of judgement.
and if you didnt know,
shes my dog 8)

& im suddenly missing Gushna.
"YOU SHAMEEEE ME"
[lmfao look at the staples in her head.]

2009-06-22T21:17:00.002+08:00

Photobucket's being a bitch now so my pictures are A-wall.
yeah, so have fun reading twitter like posts,
& hahahaa drag me to hell is effing scary okay.
its not my fault i kept screaming like a dying chicken.
even "The ring" was comical.
im afraid shes gonna be there,
yknow who.
GASHNA?

2009-06-22T00:47:00.005+08:00

I'm so 3008,
you so 2000 late.

i know people have been sick of hearing this,
but hahahahahha.
Love fergie's headgear in the first few seconds.
and if shes another one of those transvestites im honestly gonna kill myself.
Megan fox,
its all wierd since she was voted FHM's sexiest woman & shes a man?!

& btw,
The Climb, New Divide, Almost Lover and No boundaries are like on loop everyday.
Dont judge me cus i listen to miley cyrus's one song,
& yes i dont hate her.
i actually wanna watch Hannah Montana.
okay im gonna be judged as lame so im gonna say byebye now.
tuhtuh/

[edit]
i dont get why all the celebrities are on some hype to reveal their secrets now.
is it cus the 'world is ending 2012?'
gah,
poor Adam,
you'll always be my baby 8)
Yes, its David Cook. <3>

poor megan,
i mean yeah shes a man,
but who could tell?!
& i hope someone cute turns gay for Adam,
like David Archuleta!
i always assumed he was one.
OH, but wait, he was talking about a girl in that song crush huh!
gahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, taylor lautner please dont turn gay for adam lambert but break up w selena gomez (sheesh!) tyvm.
omg i sound like some celebrity gossip column. kay bye!

2009-06-21T22:46:00.008+08:00

Come on,
come out.

so that was Band concert.
haha was gawking at one of the alumni.
i mean hahahahahah what happened to dunmanhigh!
it was funny cus my eyeballs were worm-poo small,
due to being swollen from crying.
i cant even remember what i was so sad about.
& so in the morning i placed ice cubes and even tea bags on my eyes.
reccommended by my sis & i think it was just for her to get a laugh.
whatever so the concert was w small eyes and huge whoos!

zhen was so hard to see from my seat but isabel's solos were like wahao!
heard sam's solo too,
awesome much!
chingee was trehh cute on stage!
& aileen and wenyi and vivienne and eli and jiaying!
vivienne's fingers were like thumthumthum,

God no wonder im like epic fail at yangqin.
dont laugh, im in co.
& if you believe me,
dsa-ed in w co.
too bad there were so little photos taken cus all the band ppl were running off,
& we had to scavanger hunt for them to give them the flowers!
then went home w rachel.
hurhur, found out alot of things wheeeeee :D

& the pictures are so blur cus they didnt allow flash,
again.
i mean first it was no shouting,
now no flashing.
HAHAHAHAH that sounded so wrong!
anyways,
yeah dont blame me for blur pictures,
shakeyyyyyy handssssss.

im sorry i said no.

Music Playlist at MixPod.com

Eager to please,
Trying to be what they need
But I'm so very tired
I've stopped trying to find
Any peace in my mind

[edit]
so its twelve & heres a little shout out on the cutest guy w curls on bof.
im not one to fangirl.
but keep those curls,
leeminho.

Happy Birthday 8)
im doing this cus clar reminded me heh!

but too bad,
this guy is ughhhhh,
kill me nowwwwww (8: D)

Taylor Lautner,
huhbahuhba!

2009-06-21T00:25:00.004+08:00

Like a startling sign
That fate had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve

Poor megan fox,
cant believe someone so beautiful could be a man.

Im contemplating whether or not to edit the hundredth post.
convince me.

2009-06-20T10:55:00.000+08:00

this is the 100th post.
it will be dedicated to the people that made life a little brighter for me 8)
will edit this space later.

2009-06-19T21:30:00.003+08:00

It takes two,
to make it out of sight.

so that was out w casssssssssss-an-dra!
remembered she told me she expected to get home by three!
and she got home at seven 8)
we spent most of the time talking,
and shopping.
and guess what i learnt a new version of a song!
"A B C D E F G, H I [uh-hum!]"
and yeah i got to know alot of things.
and yess! made cass shop 8)
since shes not one to,
accomplished!

retail therapy is still very important for a WOMBBBBMANNNNNNN.
MAN W A WOMB.
and other stuff, shhhhhhh!

next would be band concert pictures!
and i owe you guys CIP shopping and idmi day two pictures too.
its a promise! (8: D)

2009-06-18T21:52:00.004+08:00

i knowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

its been ages since i've updated.
& you guys keep telling me to.
and i've been a bitch about it.

i guarantee it will be packed w visuals.

Visuals include:
CIP
band concert.
out w cass.
out w sis.
2F class outing.
idmi.
and soon to be 3F class outing.

shiz realised i didnt bring cam out for alot of the outings so there are no visuals ):

tskkk im not gonna do some crazy donkey's ass picture spam.
it'll be a day by day thing.
andddd.
keep on tagging (8: D)

& i was surprised you didnt show.
i expected and kinda wanted you to.
but i guess,
it would be awkward.

life's been one heck of a morning like soap opera.
yknow how it feels like to be slapped
and slap back?
tell me when you do.
we can share experiences 8)

[edit]
thanks for trying to patch things up w me.
but im not one to forget.
so thanks but no thanks.
life's a bitch.
and im one too.
so move on.

2009-06-09T20:45:00.003+08:00

LOL.
hahahaha im not gonna get defensive and say i didnt.
cus i know i didnt.
i smile at you and you go around calling me a fuck face.
yknow i never thought you were going to be that well, LOL-ish.
its okay if you go for the class outing,
im not angry or anything.
cus i dont bear grudges.
so i'll act normal around you.
smiles can be interpreted into sarcasm, how's that?

sheesh.
i'd rather be a frowning boonohead.
and whats so funny about the previous post?
btw, pics and stuff will be out bout muh week.

byebyebyebyebye.
ruowei thinks that the last post was very cute.
its so -____-
anyways,
tuhtuh.
immuh going off now.
immuh sound like a bimbooouhh.

2009-06-08T20:01:00.004+08:00

Give me my middle finger to point,
my middle finger,
to point.
point, mid fing.
mid fing point to.
point to mid fing.

i have practically done everything humanely possible to kill time.
eg. watch ugly betty season 3.
watch 90210.
watch gossip girl season 2.
watch project runway season 5.
watch shear genius season 1/2.
play maple.
play WoW.
play Sims2.
play neopets.
play spongebob games on nickelodeon.
read and read and read.
rant here on what i have been doing for the past week.
go out.
breathe.
shop.
think about what i have been doing for the past week.
type what i have been doing for the past week.
bore myself to death by writing past week over and over and over again.
watched night at the museum 2,
terminator,
basically watched all the bloody movies possible to.
throw all my sec1/2 stuff away.
look at old notes and shiz.
tear.
laugh.
talk to the wall.
then talk to my hair.
then i proceed to feeling Hana's butt.
big furry butt.
butt furry big.
furry big butt.
furry butt bigggg.
then squeezing her nose.
going on fb.
laughing at pictures on fb.
laughing at myself for laughing at pictures on fb.
telling sis im not crazy for laughing to myself about myself laughing about pictures on fb.
then write stuff that makes no sense in this LONG WHITE BOX.
white box long.
long box white.
box long white.
okay bye,
indulge in my ever interesting life.

2009-06-06T11:06:00.007+08:00

KEEL MEEEE NOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.

btw,
mum got me a new LV wallet.
whoopdeedoo.
honestly,
the torture triumphs the excitement.
my current thing to put moneh inside is two months old.
byebye elle.
hello LV.
soon it shall be prada.

toodles oodles noodles.
see you in hell.
or at the band concert-o later.

[edit]

here you can embask in an unedited photo of LV.
take that suckahs.
and yes, its real.
watevs,
my mum and sis already have one each.
don't judge.

[edit/ again.]
poor sissy,
shes sad cus life's hard on her.
nah, cus her life is mundance and boring the hell out of her.
and i love lady gaga in interviews.

Interviewer: "So what kind of guys do you go for?"
LadyGaga: "I like any kind of guy, they just need to have big ****s"

honest,
straightforward,
to the point,
who cares if she had like a billion plastic surgeries.
and support my sissy.
she thinks shes lame and boring ):x

2009-06-02T00:09:00.001+08:00

SwitchPoint says:
*No.
*You know what sucks?
A. [smells like rain.] says:
*uh-huh
SwitchPoint says:
*C'mon, answer me.
*=P
A. [smells like rain.] says:
*i thought it was rhetorical.
*life?
SwitchPoint says:
*Eww, I'm not pessimist.
*Vacuum!
A. [smells like rain.] says:
*.__.
*O.M.G
*are you lame or are you lame!
*HAHAHAHAA
SwitchPoint says:
*You know what sucks in a metaforical way?
*=D
A. [smells like rain.] says:
*pessimists?
SwitchPoint says:
*Black holes.
*= =
A. [smells like rain.] says:
*-COUGHS-
SwitchPoint says:
*HA HA HA HA!
A. [smells like rain.] says:
*i hate you substrate ):
SwitchPoint says:
*You know what just isn't cool?
A. [smells like rain.] says:
*your jokes are beyond lame!
*THE SUN?
SwitchPoint says:
*I was gonna say lava, but yes!
*You finally got i.
*it*
*= =
*LOL
A. [smells like rain.] says:
*hahahah you suck so bad hahahah!
SwitchPoint says:
*HA HA HA HA!
A. [smells like rain.] says:
*you know what sucks?
SwitchPoint says:
*It's a joke lar!
*A cold one, which is supposed to make you laugh.
*Umm...
*Me mouth?
A. [smells like rain.] says:
*OMG!
*RIGHT ON THE NAIL!
*you are good!
SwitchPoint says:
*What, you serious?
A. [smells like rain.] says:
*YEAH
*hahahahahah omg, youre so good at this.
*i admit defeat.
*-BOWS-
SwitchPoint says:
*= =
*I take that as sarcastic insult.
*lol
A. [smells like rain.] says:
*ITS NOT!

thanks for the lame jokes ahahahahahahah!
wheres penny huhhuhhuh!
thanks for being there when im down and when youre up!

2009-06-01T23:01:00.001+08:00

I WANT TO GO TO THE ZOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
SOMEONE BRING ME THERE,
MUMMY? -sniff-

will post on CIP and all the other shiz soon.

2009-05-30T20:20:00.004+08:00

When we put on that smile,
what are we really trying to hide?

Chasing Pavements -

2009-05-29T22:01:00.005+08:00

you know what sucks the most?
when you take the blame,
and no,
its just me okay.
its all my fault,
why am i the one who always says sorry first?
oh yeah,
cus im loud and have a big mouth.

living in silence,
just doesnt work for me.
im no good at masking emotions
and im sorry,
if youre still feeling upset.
but at least i voiced what i had to say,
i dont lie.
or at least i try not to.
because i refuse to live a lie.

2009-05-29T21:15:00.006+08:00

the day when you make someone cry,
then you'll know how i feel.

i guess i really am,
fucked up,
so much for calling me human.

the world has no pity for anyone,
but i guess im gonna try.

flaws shape a person,
but how many more do i need,
to be deemed satan?

flaws,
and alot of things i dont like,

I hate it when people like others to believe that they're life is perfect,
I hate it when people try too hard,
I hate it when I hate something or someone,
I hate the fact that I hate my family,
I hate it when I'm the one who takes the blame,
I hate it when people judge me,
I hate it when I hate you,
I hate it that I live in a world that doesn't face reality,
I hate it when I play the bitch,
I hate it when I cant help but to hate you or something that you do,
I hate people who condemn others based on the stereotype set by society's superficial laws,
I hate the fact that I'm supposed to love everyone,
I hate it that its easier to love than it is to like,
I hate it that I'm being hated so much,
I hate it that I hate myself.

so much for the last day of school,
grades have been more than a let down,
and no,
just cus i look like a mugger,
definitely doesnt imply that i am one.

and 2F is having a class gathering,
i cant wait,
imy guys,
i miss being a part of that family,
i miss the smiles and the laughter.

& dont get me wrong my dear,
i wasnt smiling at you sarcastically,
see how easy people judge?
then your ex-bestfriend hurts you.
you have no idea how much i miss you.

and thank the world for z.
been a hell of a friend,
although you should stop gelling your hair,
you'll bald.

this gave me one hell of a laugh,
this is one of the many reasons,
why i love 3F so much,
its cus we're a crazy bunch,
and we dont ever bring our sorrows to school,

we leave them behind,
heave a breath,
put on a smile,
and make the lives of others a happier one.

Forever I'll Love You,
Forever I'll Stand,
Nothing compares to the promise i have,
with you.
-Shout to the Lord.

2009-05-28T05:56:00.003+08:00

sheesh,
why do i always have to play the bad guy?
hey hey,
im not angry anymore ._.
guess i was in a reallyyyy bad mood.

sorry,
dont be upset,
and im sorry for totally dao-ing you,
but the thing is,
gah kay i shall shut up.

nope im not angry AT ALL.
and im sorry.
God,
whats w me and not shutting my mouth?!
okay whatev,
no one else wants to play the bad guy,
shiz.

life sucks when its always you shooting your mouth off when the rest just lingers in silence,
kay,
sorry.sorry.sorry.
love you always,
im serious.

friends?

2009-05-26T19:22:00.002+08:00

All set for tomorrow,
if it ever comes.

yayyyayyayyaya
tmr's CIP!
woowoo!
so today me and clairey went to parkway to get the stuff.
she INSISTED on buying apples,
so we did.
but we had lots of laughs!

so everything was really heavy w the apples and the cheese balls and stuff.
so we called egan in hopes that he could come help us carry the stuff,
AND SO HE DID.
omgomgomgomg nicest [foreign] neighbour everrrrrr!
and egan im sorry if youre mum was angry ._.

& yesh,
we will win the war!
tmr im gonna be a facil,
hope the p fivers will enjoy it.
shiz,
im missing the good ol' days.

will edit w visuals soon.

2009-05-25T20:45:00.009+08:00

Woke up on the wrong side of bed,
lived on the wrong side of life.

the sky's beauty.
egan was totally mesmerised by it & insisted on a picture!
[removed ._.]
link to watch year 3 dance - kid's tour.
ignore the crazy laughter at the back tyvm.

so wenxin, marcusmook, jen, jamie and everyone.
you guys did really well!
hoped you liked the flowers!

btw,
in the wee hours of the night,
dont knock into old men pushing garbage containers,
theyll ride on bikes and hit on you.
sheesh.

and birthday buddy wenning was my companion home!
thanks dear :D
okay,
had lots to talk about,
and i finally know more things than i already do.
and shiz,
i still took a cab in the end.

geez,
the pics are so blur cus of the massive laughing
and that when i flashed,
people would be like O_O-ing me.
so no flash equals to blur visuals.
blame it on the irratated people thinking im an irratant.

2009-05-24T23:39:00.002+08:00

You finally understood,
that you understood nothing.

tsktskkkk.

i am so proud of the 3F girls and guys.
you guys really did your best out there,
and even if the guys didnt win,
you guys gave your hearts out.
and im so happy to see that the girls are in it to win it.
both matches won,
but 3K and 3C really put in their all too.

i couldnt help breaking into smiles,
TJQ hoestly is an awesome coach.
w the best legs to boot!
and claire fell sick because of over exhaustion.
get well soon dear!

the rest of the day was a screw up.
i subbed claire and wenxin for ushuring along w egan,
then ptm.
i didnt realise my face was SO RED from all the crying and the sunburns.
i shant talk about it.

2009-05-24T19:23:00.002+08:00

will post on eds night soon.

& screw my results,
parents and whatever thats going wrong.

when your mum shouts at you during ptm,
then you'll understand how i feel.

its all about the image,

i guess i finally got through to her,
she finally understood,
that she understood nothing.

i shall stop w the nonsensical self pitying,
and tell myself,
that dragonfruit will turn into a coocoo at the least.

2009-05-19T23:10:00.006+08:00

Psyche myself:

nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.
nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.nocabs.

gah whatever,
its good for the economy anyways.

& life's getting good,
manu won.
and lets hope adam does too for AI!

ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM ADAM
(!!!)
hot gays ftw!

[edit]
jerks have nth to do w donkeys you loser!
& i know!
stop heehawing me (!!!)
heehaw.
[/edit]

2009-05-18T21:52:00.004+08:00

HELLO.
i didnt tag on your blog so theres no reason you should do to mine.
please dont assume that when someone crticises you,
its me.
i wont do that.
i dont have anyth against you.
btw,
you dont have to be such a bitch about it.
and dont listen to whatever she says,
she might be your biggest enemy.
zzz.
& yes,
its not like i dont know.
& yeah,
i do know its you.
thanks for the clue.
'moron'

2009-05-18T17:16:00.002+08:00

-______-
NOTE: all f-words will be replaced w the word sheep*

walao.
seriously sheep her.
that bloody mother sheep-er,
claims that i rolled my eyes at her.
sheep sheep sheep.
mama bought that for me kay.
you could at least have the sheep-ing cheek to tell me it was mine before constantly claiming it was yours.
& honestly,
i was just passing a casual remark,
God,
youre so bloody sheep-ing irratating.
whatever lah whore,
whole day slack around the house,
and bloody cant do anyth and keep asking for my help.
sheep-ing woman.
then if i dont wanna bother w you anymore you start shouting at me.
who's the stupid one huh.
still call me stupid.
"i start working at 17 okay?"
yeah just cus you cant finish studying.
zzz.
yeah and thats why you have NO friends tyvm.
'i choose my friends'
choose my friends gah bloody pi.
pi pi pi pi.
then say what i have longchamp bag then spend money like water.
its just cus you spend ALL YOUR BLOODY MONEY on your lousy sheep-ing bf.
still pay for his ____________ somemore.
yeah and my friends make use of me.
make use of my what?
he make use of your money lollollol.
& awwww he still love you ge pi!
say i dont know him.
its cus i dont want to.
ive had enough of listening to you crying over him.
and waking me up in the middle of the night to console you.
im sick and tired of you.
but i cant get rid of you can i?
how we're related by blood is kind of a curse aint it?
& stop getting mama and papa to get you stuff.
the DSLR, the laptop, the cpu, the trips to BK and Korea.
whatever okay?
you leave me behind and fly off to God knows where and you can still pity yourself?
shoot yourself wont you?
or at least get a whale to eat you,
you'll finally do some good to this world.
and so what if im not pretty or skinny or sheepingly bitchy?
at the very least im not you,
thank God for that.
btw,
sheep off my life.
if you can live w/o me that is.
whore.

2009-05-17T19:01:00.004+08:00

You fake a smile,
and hope for a better day.

SE concert
w KIAT JIAYI that very gl and late woman.
we bought HUGE ASS sunflowers and an elmo balloon.
i promise you its worse than it sounds.
we practically lookes like blabbering idiots walking around w flowers as tall as themselves and an OH SO SHINY elmo balloon.
courtesy of Tan Jia Hui tyvm.
the concert was erm.
entertaining!
except jiayi fell asleep during the last song before intermission :/
poor jiayi,

HAHAHAHAHAHAH
so grats to JIAHUI, ZHAOJIE & DAWN for putting up a very tiring performance!
might i add entertaining too :D
and JiaHui,
love the dress on you -grinsgrinsgrins-

PS. i fell right after the concert.
i was happily walking down the staircase,
then POOF,
i fell.
am i a magnet for public embarassment or what?
lmao.
lingrong told me she saw me from the back-rows.
-_____________-
(KILL . ME . NOW)

btw,
i publically embarassed myself today,
(AGAIN.)
cus quarelled (substantially loudly) w sis like two raging rhinos.
whore, honestly.
kay bye!
hope she dies.
peace.

2009-05-16T16:30:00.002+08:00

(Fly . On . The . Wall)
a creepy little sneaky little.

Marina Barrage.
was w zhen + clar + rachel + awshuning,
we had so much laughs at the retarded photo booth thing.
"Conserve water!"

mrs tan is the best.
anyways,
byesxsxzz
off to prepare to meet jiayi for SE concert.
see you there,
if youre going.
btw, i look like shiz in the pics.
& GOOD LUCK TAN JIAHUI,
YES,
WE'LL BRING YOUR SUNFLOWER + ELMO BALLOON!

peace.
you're one crazy heck of a friend.
dont ever stop w that hyeena laugh of yours.
and your wierd belly button lollollol.

2009-05-16T15:00:00.001+08:00

A. [need a breather.] says:
*erm yst.
*and yest.
*and yeast.
*LOL
*that was not intentional!
*i mean seriously!

Claire Shimmy Shimmy Quarter Turn says:
*hahah omg lah

2009-05-15T17:56:00.002+08:00

Searching for a refuge,
to mend.

this kind of explains why theyre such a craze.
they sound like angels,
and i cant believe they made me cry.

and im still editing the crazy ass picspam.
sorry for the delay (!!!)

peace,

[edit: 2155pm]
THE PICSPAM IS BELOW.

2009-05-12T20:59:00.066+08:00

(I . Smell . Cheese)
or mushrooms.

so here's the much awaited picspam!
enjoy.

Note:

if your sis claims she cooked "black pepper fish",
dont believe a word.
i ate some funky fish.
she even cooked polka-dotted chicken once,
claiming it was black pepper chicken.
funky food ftw (!!!)
btw,
meet my sis,
the whore :D

History slides,
3F.
have fun saving + copying them down!
arent i nice to post all of them up.
-grins like a mentally unstable donkey-

Herr Hitler!
btw,
Hitler's moustache is treeeeh sexy.
[& no you cant deny that.]

PLEASE MOURN FOR PUSSY.

he is dying from being overly-cute.

Math lessons,
have become a little 'suggestive'. <(BP lmfao.) WTF - Want To Find.

HTF - method.
-coughs like a raging cow-

Chem files table of content!
sorry bh for only posting it here O:

Free Periods. sounds so wrong, okay i should shut up.
apparently we're the only class that gets them.

naughty naughty,

Hana,
God, that dog really can eat.
btw, thats human food you see on the floor.
Grade-A beef too.
and FYI,
shes having her little period now.
you have no idea how cute that is.
'yi di. yi di.'

CS concert,
the dancers were great, the jingju was well played, the actors were awesome.
im really proud of you guys.
even if i am totally immune to chinese.
its really entertaining to watch them dance around in their little outifts smiling away!
-giggles like a happy squirrel-
Class Tees,
are here.
arent they adorable!
i know theyre not as adorable as 3J's (LOL JIAYI.)
but theyre like so totally awesomeeeeee.
-in wierd bimbotic choking seal voice-

Pizza Hut w Jiayi,
seriously,
she hasnt changed!
and me like it this way :D
retarded beechhhhhh,
keep asking me to take pics of her very child-like eye.
& i tell you,
SHES ONE HELL OF A ZILIAN PERSON.

VERY nicely edited by Jiayi.
and duh its my eye.
my eye isnt so child like.
-coughs till lungs fall out of chest cavity-

& below you will witness the up and coming photographer,
KIAT JIAYI.
her coke taking skills are LOL.

coke-shot take 1.

coke-shot take 2.

coke-shot take 3.

coke-shot take 4.

coke-shot take 5.

poor winnie the pooh has been castrated.

mourn for him please.

-monks enter-

"im free! im free!"

LOL we thought the timer was on.

coke-shot take 6.

coke-shot take 7.

please ignore the very cute nose tyvm.
lmfao.
for your info,
she basically took alot of the zilian pictures herself.
& yes,
call KIAT JIAYI at: i . am . stupid. -800
for photo-editing purposes.
Hana,
is like the sweetest dog ever.

psssttttttt.
here are some quotes from the great class of 3F.

KS: "chercher."
Harris: "what? did you call me JOJO or
something?!"
-
hahahahah so mook is wearing a skirt in the yearbook!
please go see omg,
i laughed till tears fell out.
& so egan qn-ed him about the very suspicious moment of
cross-dressing.
and so he replied,
mook: "the lighting is so bad, i'm gonna complain to the administrators!"
-
-one day in the middle of class-
Aeri: "her hair very big."
ruo: "kukumalu"
Aeri: "THE MOUSE?!"
-
Harris: "how many hours did you sleep last
night?"
XY: "chinese compo"
LOLLLLL.
-
-outside class we can hear the choir people attempting
opera-"when they sing higher and higher, they slice a little
bit."
"when theres no more, they sing the
loudest."
-then we found out it was actually girls
singing-
"for the girls, threaten w a shredder."
WALAO,
i started roflmao in math class.
then mrs tan was like,
"Aeri, stop laughing!"
-
hahahah so i took really long to edit this post and actually post this so, appreciate!
and TAG, tyvm.

2009-05-10T00:20:00.002+08:00

CS CONCERT,
was funnnn!
the dancers are jaw dropping!

& PS the pics will be included in the gl picspam tmr.
i want a tutu,
okay.

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
and if you dont have one im sorry.

PSPS.
i love the zhizhijiaojiao-s.
im not gonna care anymore.
im not gonna care of what ppl think of me.
cus that would be wasting my time on worthless (crap) beings of the likes of you.

byeeeeeszszszsxsxsxxsxs
xiaxue like picspam tmr!!!

2009-05-06T23:11:00.003+08:00

Smile the smile of faith;
or all will be lost.
taken w my sis's Canon E450D.
please ignore me and my sis's ugly hair + my gl sleeping dress.
tyvm.

yknow, when you said to keep faith.
i didnt know it meant in you.

2009-05-06T22:32:00.002+08:00

omg.
i totally promise a full PICSPAM during the weekends.
something similar to xiaxue's picspams.
okay whatever.
and to all you lost souls out there,
crying out in the wilderness.
yes, you clar.
cheer up.
life will never be the same.
its just time to face reality.
that life will never be the same.
and that we're living in a world of the superficial.
blank, faceless people.
made of plastic.

but who am I to judge.
just be who you are,
and when theres a let down.
bring yourself up with a smile.
trust me,
it'll all be worth it.

[edit]
why's everyone's blog private -______-

2009-05-06T19:50:00.002+08:00

heyhey,
kenneth thia will be arriving in ten mins.
class was suppose to start at 730 but he may have went for a fish spa or something.
AGAIN.

will edit this space ltr.
and go to YZ's blog to see my doesnt look so fat arm in the photos and my very sexy handwriting.
buaiiisxsxsxbuaiiisxsxsx.

btw,
maomaocong's are awesome.

2009-05-03T20:20:00.004+08:00

wowwwww my sis got a Canon EOS450D.
its so huge and black and ugly i swear.

haha maybe i AM just jealous.
im SOSOSOSOSO sorry there are no visuals!
but i promise a truckloadddsxsxsxzz!
its cus i have been too busy procrastinating, tyvm.

[edit 1139pm, monday]

btw,
things i have learnt:
1. do not fall and sprain your wrist
2. do not fall and sprain your wrist in orchard road, the embarassment will kill you.
3. do not constantly take cabs to school
4. do not call for cabs on rainy days.
5. dont tell the cab uncle to go faster cus it'll only piss him off and make him go slower.
6. do not fall asleep on the toilet bowl.
7. when having a VERY boring tuition, make sure you have a connecting toilet that connects to your sis's room.
8. but dont fall asleep on your sis's bed for 20mins till han gui hua comes to find you.
9. do not rush to the back gate in the rain and fall and scrape your knee.
10. do not be late cus im getting detention
11. remember to hide when you see miss fang.
12. give miss fang a fake parent's no so she wont actually call your parents.
13. dont get caught for your hair, skirt, rubber band, shoes and fingernails all in the same day.
14. remember to bring your own tissue so ppl wont shun when you sneeze.
15. dont eat or go near the swines, theyre destined to KILL.
16. hire actors to play the roles as your fake parents during PTM.
17. in the hall during assembly, dont drop your shirt buttons and then scream.
18. be a good girl, do your miaoxiewen.
19. remember not to stay under the sunlight, or else your hair would look really brown.
20. BE MORE XIAN SHU!

okay,
peace out.

2009-05-03T01:37:00.001+08:00

i guess life's back to normal.
its different,
but at the very least,
its back.

2009-05-02T23:35:00.002+08:00

i cannot believe you.
and i thought you knew better.
and they told me to be heartless.
to noe care about you anymore.

YOU KNOW BETTER THAN ANYONE ELSE.
i hate being famous.
and the only reason im famous is not even for a good thing.
im hated by more of the student population than i know.
how could you.

you think i like being talked bad about by people i dont even know?!
you think im happy this way?
and i actually thought you knew,
you understood.

and i do care about jia-er.
yknow how many times i hae asked claire and clar and zhen and pearl how to talk to her?
you dont get it do you.
you dont get what ppl mean to me.
you dont get that even if all of them who point their fingers at me and judge me for something im not,
i actually care about them?

dont you remember that time we three we were in pasir ris library and i actually started crying in front of you guys?
all because i couldnt take the criticsm, the hurt, the teasing anymore.

i really thought you knew.
yeah, like i care a shit about fame.
say what you want,
but not everyone wants to be famous.

i just want to be Aeri Yeo.
not bitch from 2F/3F.
the stupid bitch w the tucked out shirt.
the whore who keeps getting scolded by teachers.
the slut who wont shut her mouth.

i just want to be me.
not anyth more than what i am.

God, can i be that stupid?

2009-05-02T22:06:00.002+08:00

me no fwensxsxszzzsxsxsxsxzzzz!
DDD:

:D:D:D:D:D
-explodes-

PIKACHU!
rocks.

why are we fighting on blogs?
i wanna scream!
all the more dramatic.

btw.
i heard you talk bad about me.
sniff.
to who?
you cant believe your own bestfwennsxsx betrays you right.

miieesx sh000 saddsxsxzzz.
im such a bitch i know.

-dies-
what the hell am i saying?
okay shut up Aeri,
youre mouth is so big and youre so LOUD.
and im sorry.

im sorry for being such a lousy friend.
and having bitch fights w you on blogs.
omg,
i said sorry first.

but i AM sorry.
that it has to end this way.
sometimes i ask myself why am i such a bitch?
well, the ans is.
ITS NOT MY FAULT IM BORN IN THE YEAR OF A DOG.

okayyyyy,
bye.
i dont understand why my life is so dramatic.
i guess its just the way i am.

resolution of 2009,
dont be who you were born to be.
make yourself who you are.
leaders are made not born.
so that should apply to myself too.
so dont be a bitch.

peace, out.

and.
i kinda regret starting this.
its just that i cant take all this shit anymore yknow.
its been going on for the last 3 years.
the ons and offs.
i cant say alot of the things that i want to.
i guess the hard exterior of being a bitch is just instinct at times.
then reality kicks in,
telling you you should have kept your trap shut.
but it opened didnt it?
and now you have to face the consequences.
im okay being w no friends.
having no one to cry on.
but sometimes i worry about you.
okay i really hope you dont read this.
i mean,
whos gonna be there to cab down in the middle of a downpour and fetch you and feed beef to you?
i suddenly hope its just one of those fights.
oh God, please let it be.

and
im sorry.

just remember.
the card and book which i sat on.

and wow.
im actually crying.

i guess im so insensitive sometimes.
im sorry.

i wish i could tell you im sorry face-to-face.
but my pride wont let me.
i really am a bitch arent i?

i dont expect for forgiveness,
cus if I were you,
i probably wouldnt give it.

but its okay for me,
im just worried how your life is going to turn out. :/
and you can say youre gonna be fine.
but i guess im a little worried.
btw, thanks for everything.
and yeah im loud i know that,
but havent i always been?

aeri, stop those tears.
and haha remember how we made up because of seaweed chicken?
seaweed chicken.

its kinda ridiculous.
peace.
and im out.

2009-05-02T18:45:00.003+08:00

HAHAHAHAHA.
i could die.
anyways,
who do you have in your life anyway?
i asked ALOT of ppl whether i changed.
and they said NO.
WHOOOO.
when i asked "who said i changed?"
you only said "alot lorh"
like -_____-
you take hist right.
EVIDENCE!

the only one i cannot communicate w is _____
and it was since a longgg time ago.
SO WHATEVER.
and btw.
you make yourself sound like you have alottt of your friends.
but guess what?
one of your so called friends came to tell me to talk to you.
i have said what i wanted to :D

be who you wanna be.
be friends w ppl who backstab you when you make every turn :D
im sorry if i CHANGED.
i know youre so happy in your new class :D
good for you~
ANYWAYS.

if youre gonna copy her anymore than you already have.
what have you left that says anyth about you?
btw, the two of you backstab each other like nth i have EVER seen.
DIONNE,
:D

btw remember that post when you complained about me?
and i pretended to say i didnt see it?
WELL, I DID.
and yknow why i said i didnt see it?
cus i dont wanna fight anymore.
i didnt wanna be as immature as well, you know who.
i didnt wanna start the screaming and the shouting.
and, i didnt even knew you were angry w me till i read your blog!
hahah and you still pangseh-ed me that day.
yes, you are a good friend.
one of the best i suspect :D
and whos my best friend huh?

i pray all your friends will love you till the end.
peace out.

2009-05-02T12:39:00.002+08:00

im going out.
will edit this post ltr,
Peace out.

[edit]
i cut my hair and got a new phone.
oh the joy.
will post visuals (maybe.) of my new hair.
await :D

btw, mums can be such an ass at times.
out.

2009-05-01T11:30:00.006+08:00

I don't wanna crash and burn,
don't wanna go too fast.

met sarah for orchard yest.
& knowing we'll both be late,
we were supposed to meet at 12.
i reached at 1230.
SARAH CHEONG reached at 1.
and in that 30min interval.
i fell,
and sprained my wrist.

God, how stupid can i get?
and i thought the embarassment was painful,
but,
ohnoooo, the pain was :D
we went to the clinic but it was closed -___-
so i dragged my sorry ass to orchard to shop.
retail therapy is more important then any old sprain :D

I NEED TO CUT MY BANGSSSSSSXSXSXSXSXSXSX!

mujiii!

omg sarah thank you for RUNNING for me.

i know the call must have been like "wtf!"

but i was so worried since this wasnt the first time i broke my arm.

quote mr siva "so you broke your arm before? ah, i see the caterpillar."

HAHA. what caterpillar?!

its a sexy battle scar tyvm :D

a battle with the bike, with four wheels.

yeshhhsxsxsx im cool like that.

HANA PICSPAM.

Hana at her dirtiest and smelliest :D

sexy butt ftwwwww!

yknow there are days when you come home to an empty house,

with the cold marble floor staring at you.

and then there you see a white furball,

with the widest of smiles and the sexiest of asses.
and a smile of an angel.

and then you realised,

life's worth the living.

because you know that life for her is short,

and even with that she lives it to her fullest,

stuffing chocolate down her throat,

and giving all the love she can give.

sometimes i regret the times i neglect her.

like how i neglected you,

im sorry.

3 days before christmas,

you left me.

on a whole other note,

i guess friendships are so judgemental at times.

you would sacrifice anyth to be popular.

i guess i was wrong about you.

do you actually remember when everyone was hating on you?

and who was there to defend you.

if you are going to take this for granted.

then so will I.

if youre not gonna make things right,

im not gonna be the one to say im sorry.

because i have no idea what I or we did.

if youre gonna be the person i always hoped you wont turn out to be.

so be it.

but then you'll always be my friend.

i'll always remember the times we fought.

and now thinking back, how hilarious it all was.

if youre gonna give up everything,

for fame,

then you are downright ignorant.

fame is not everything,

if you want the spotlight that badly,

you better be careful,

because that shining light will burn you someday.

and lets see if she will be there for you.

we'll see.

2009-04-30T21:06:00.003+08:00

HAHA HELLO.
THE SMART GENIUS FELL IN ORCHARD ROAD.
and fractured/ sprained my wrist.
PLEASEPLEASE pray i get a signable cast of some sort.
pleasepleaseplease.
oh and i have an excuse NOT to do hmw :D
TASTE THAT SUCKAHHHHHSXSXSXZZZZZ!

oh and life sucks cus the next few days im supposed to mope around waiting for wrist to heal.
like hell yeah!
no hmwwwwwwwsxsxsx.

imagine.
he laoshi "YUHUA NI DE ZUOWEN ZAI NA LI?! NI ZHEN BU ZHUAN XIN EH!"
me "solly lorh. wo de wrist bei sprained. ni yao qian ming ma? :D"
he laoshi "hao cool de horh."
-takes marker and scribbles.-

:D
okay typing is hard and painful.
will update on today, soon.
with pics.
SARAHHHHHH! (>8: (

2009-04-28T18:29:00.003+08:00

Have we not known all this while,
what life what would be?
HAHA okay today was funny.
macs+ ♥ cedric ♥ + ugly sweaters + checkered pants with the green sash + pimple cream + laughterrr!
& im sorry for being so out-of-place!
i felt really bad.

on a whole other note,
so i know my chinese is so imba and he ls was making us do some zao ju crap.
read my best zao jus ever!
my chinese got pass okay! :D
cannot laugh ah.
if you laugh i pinch.

颊 - 那位可爱的小姑娘，脸上的粉颊令人想pinch.
冻疮 - 到了中国，因为戴上不足够的衣服，冻疮的手变了蓝色，像气球一样。
眯 - 在何老师的课上，因为太闷了，眯了一会儿，然而被凶巴巴的何老师叫了起来。
隧道 - 一群牛块临近隧道口，可怜的它们，不只自己要变成别人的晚餐了。
怪癖 - 吃人类的肉，这是小姑娘的怪癖。
尘埃 - 课室里的满满都是尘埃，这时那群牛所造成的。
窒息 - 那令人窒息的烟雾，令地上全部的小强都死了，真可惜，我失去了我最要好的朋友们。

neh! 小强！♥♥♥ 要死somemore.

kayyyyy.

i am excited for CS concert + level camp.

whoooooooooooooooooo.

ooh i need to go do benito mussolini and chinese zaoju and math hmw.

no,

benito mussolini is NOT a pasta.

but i wonder if the 小姑娘 would like him.

but she might not like him since hes so handsome!

hes my new potentially engrossed lover.

and chinese zaoju is awesome thankyou :D

life's starting to bitch me around like a whale w/o blubber & a raccoon w/o stripes.

2009-04-26T20:04:00.006+08:00

It takes time,
to heal the blind.

y'know there are times.
you hate yourself for being so judgemental.
im feeling like such a damn hypocrite for calling Kenneth Thia's student someone with no social life.
since apparently mine is no where as good either.
but hey,
it is kind of strange for a girl to not know where's orchard road right?

God,
sometimes i hate myself.
maybe thats why so many ppl feel the same about me too.
im talking about the part about hating me.

school's school.
family is still family.
ignorant and uncaring.
results have been a real bummer.
normally im not one to care,
but when the ppl around you keep rubbing it in,
it kind of stings y'know?
esp when youre such a procrastinator and cant get her ass up to study.

AHAHAHAHA.
i know the fishes on top are hilarious.
done during PC :D

-COUGHSCOUGHS-
below are pics of how scandalous cass licks people.
[she has a thing for licking, mind her.]
the name has been censored due to a privacy agreement.
& cass,
-laughs hysterically-

PICTURES REMOVED. sorry cass.

the anonymous person can be guessed :D

im so sure of it.

& cass is very open to letting you read her sent mssgs. [as above]

ben's very professional looking board.

in mrs tan's eyes ben can do no wrong and she was very pleased with how 'alive' the board looked.

PEARL PICSPAM (!!!)

this is in support of PI LAH as our 演讲员！

GOGOGOGOGO!

hahahahaahhaha -hugs- you can do it!

our class chinese phail but you can do itttttt!

PICTURES REMOVED TOO. sorry pearl.

when the world's come crashing down on you.

what have you left to say?

PS. am excited for the concerts coming up.

Qingchun- with 3F :D

SE- with 2F :D

EDS- 3F [this one's a no-brainer.]

2009-04-24T22:04:00.003+08:00

i have alot of things to post about,
but no words to say it.

I guess,
im giving up.

on you and the rest of the world.
& no,
im not emo-ing.

its just realising that life wont be there,
when you feel totally fucked up.
& you're there
& you're a pain in my neck.

God, seriously.
answer my prayers.
I know you're here beside me,
& you see me for who i am.

i want to run to the altar,
and catch the fire,
and stand in the gap,
between the living and the dead.

Give me a heart of compassion,
for a world without vision,
we will make a difference,
bringing hope,
to our land.

2009-04-18T20:35:00.000+08:00

Ben spearing his ._.
enjoy.
btw,
this was requested by him.

Disclaimer: Kids that are not Ben please do not try this at home. [only at the history museum when youre so bored of Kangxi looking like a baozi :D]

2009-04-17T21:44:00.012+08:00

One in a million,
once in a lifetime.
Its the Love.
that keeps us together.
even with last min LA presentations,
these girls + mook did their all,
they stayed till the wee hours of the morn.
& i can say im grateful for having such awesome classmates,
even if our skit 'sucked'.

casss! im sorry it was so tempting.

pocky friends!

AHAHAHA claireeey (!!!) omg this was classic.

-whacks-

-laughs insanely-
i conclude Claire Tan is a crazy whacker.

"can i kick your [uh-hum]?"

"._. yeah sure"
-shoe print on my skirt-

[clar omg!]

holy. i shouldnt be uploading this ._.

Love Story.

[Claire & Geoffrey edition.]

At first, all was merry between the two.

young love blossomed.

then the cold war started.

Claire refuses to end it.

She points at Zhen, "eh, why he only care about his phone? why not me?" & the real reason was because JiaQi was having an affair with geoffrey!

but in the end,

Claire & JiaQi wound up as homosexual domestic partners!

"you may kiss the wives"

The End.

[okay im sorry, pleaseeeeee dont kill me! it was so cute i could bear to not post it!]

sleeping beauty?

F is the Love.

& we all know it.

[no editing and captions were put on for you guys to kope pictures. im sorry i took so long to uploaddddddddd!]

hey dionne, i know you'll be reading this. can you tell me whats going on? I hate feeling guilty of something i know not of. and i miss the talks.

2009-04-16T18:07:00.002+08:00

._.

WHAT HAPPENED AH?
like one day you were nice to us
then the next POOF!

like what did we do wrong?
if youre gonna scold us and insult us you might as well tell us why right?
& that friend of yours may not be as nice as you think.
gl.
okay, i feel really awkward now.
i smiled at you and you gave me that awkward smile back.
im sorry if i did anything wrong.
but ._.

i really dont knowwwwwww.
tell me,
youre making me feel ._. ish

2009-04-15T19:05:00.002+08:00

Blue skies,
red hearts.

The Love's slowly developing.

2009-04-15T18:12:00.002+08:00

._.

well.
hello.
i just wanted to say.
AHAHAHAHAHAHA.
why are you such a wannabe uh-hum.
popularity is not everything my dear,
trust me.

& its not worth losing your friends,
& being someone you're not.

Aeri,
you are an individual.
you must not succumb to the temptations of popularity.
I am who i am.
i know you're still upset, but cheer up. just look at your gl yellow bag and laugh :D

2009-04-14T19:52:00.006+08:00

What makes you different,
makes you beautiful.

tests have been kiling me.
if there was a time that i would like life to end.
it would be now.
& omg.
i do not have a thing for cute LA teachers.
i do not have a thing for cute LA teachers.
i do not have a thing for cute LA teachers.
i do not have a thing for cute LA teachers.
i do not have a thing for cute LA teachers.
i do not have a thing for cute LA teachers.
i do not have a thing for cute LA teachers.
i do not have a thing for cute LA teachers.
i do not have a thing for cute LA teachers.
i do not have a thing for cute LA teachers.
i do not have a thing for cute LA teachers.
i do not have a thing for cute LA teachers.

oh.
& meet my sis + Hana

School's the same old same old.

with tmr's running.

teachers have been wtf.

& i think im not getting the hang of year 3 mugging.

its.

one.

word.

insanity.

while we have been studying like mental cows,

the teachers complain about us D:

we're not used to it okay?

God.

& the people have been awesome as always.

visuals below.

enjoy.

app,

liu ls is leaving.

for china.

for forever.

because her son from RI is going back.

wonder what he looks like.

need to be in school by 7.20.

killer.

visuals of the draining fenzu i have to stay back to 630 on mondays.

if the petals of the roses fall,

what would we be left with?

thank you for being you & nothing more.

2009-04-11T23:07:00.006+08:00

I want to run to the altar,
and catch the fire.

i guess im better now.
i spent the day going out (michhhhh!) and came back home for a bio mugging session!
although it was pure copying notes and when i was bored i did that. (look above!)
tsktsk ruo!
cursiveeeeeee :D

hey zat,
when you called to tell me you were upset
im so sorry i couldnt be there.
just know the ear is here.

& whatev about her.
AHAHAHAAHAH.
y'know what i mean.

used to be.

has always been.

missing you guys.

if only we were still there.

reality's harsh aint it?

missing my childhood.

ohkay i know my childhood was crap with everyone calling me fishball cus of the lame haircut.

but w time,

i guess i learnt,

that maybe what my father had said about friendship,

being nothing,

was wrong.

am i glad to have friends like you,

who endure my gl act angries because y'know i might win the oscar someday.
& casually forget my birthdays,

and poke me when im crying,

and tell me that im a fishmonger.

& laugh like mad at my really not funny remarks.

you guys are one in a billion.

& im not kidding.

except maybe the hamster,

crazy assumptions on msn.

I DONT HATE ANYONE.

even if youre one hell of a (#&*#%*#@.

even if your name starts with M and youre really mean & take pictures funnily.

& clar,

POTENTIALLLLLLL!

wo yong yuan zhi chi niiiii!

even if you do have strange open closed secrets,

13 year old father affairs,

and cant make up your mind if you have huan xiang zhen or not :D

2009-04-10T19:44:00.005+08:00

GUESS WHAT?!
IM A SPOILED, BLOODY PRINCESS WHOM IS JEALOUS OF MY BROTHER.

dont bother reading, its just the too spoiled and is ranting and self pitying herself boob.
really, its not worth it.

let me ask you.
how many of you have brothers who are such lazy bums and hypocrites that they cant get off theyre huge bums to go and do something with their life.
dont get me wrong, i love the Lord, but is it pure ignorance or stupidity that lead to them thinking my brother can stay home for the past 2 years doing ABSOLOUTELY NTH.

yes,

thats my brother.
he dropped out of ite because his finger got a booboo which he complains about every single day.
will he grow up?
i broke my arm when i was three and i dont give a rat's ass about it even if one arm is shorter than the other.
& he can come home telling me im spoilt, and has always been cus THEY treat me like a princess.

well fyi,
PRINCESS MY ASS.

when i fail a test they scold me for spending their money.
when he stays at home lazing his ass off and consuming the world's already depleting resources,
they praise him,
for oh wont you know,
HIM BEING A GOODY TWO SHOES AND ALL.

crazy blind ignorant geezers,
a princess gets what she wants.
& what do i have?
forced tuition,
former forced piano lessons,
& forced to be part of this stupid family.

bloody hell,
i rather we be poor and all,
it was only when i had some balls that i told them I DONT WANT TO LEARN THE PIANO.
my mother wants me to be some church pianist in the furture.
well kiss my ass,
thats not gonna happen.

by the way,
when i cry,
my father reacts with a "SHE JUST LIKES TO CRY, LEAVE HER ALONE,"
where in the depths of your mind have you met someone who LIKES to cry.
& none of my parents ask about my day,
maybe its cus im the last of three.
who in the world says the youngest gets the most love?
more like forgotten.

yeahyeah,
call me a jealous bitch all you want,
im through with it.
& whoopeedoo,
i have to live with them for THE REST OF MY LIFE.
when will it end?

& oh yeah,
did i tell you my father asked if i was lesbian?
ITS CUS YOURE NOT HOME MOST OF THE TIME AND I SEE YOU LIKE ONCE A MONTH?!
and you laugh when i cry,
the pure irony in that is so ^&#*%^@$^@@

oh and my poor mother became ill when my brother went for NS.
FOR TWO DAYS.
and who was there to take care of her?
oh yeah,
ME.

& when hes home,
its like royalty has stepped into our house,
and btw,
dont tell me to talk to my parents.
it doesnt work.

my mum tells me im noisy,
my dad couldnt care less,
my sister is out with her boyf that doesnt even really care for her.
and shes all "OH IM SO IN LOVE WITH HIM"

God, the break up and make ups are boring me.
++ the crying and whining of how she loves him oh so much but he didnt do enoughhhhhh.
-inserts really sarcastic awwwww-

i comforted her.
hugged her,
walked with her to the beach countless times in the middle of the night,
oh and where was she when i was crying?
laughing at me or out.
with the gorilla she calls a boyf.

oh and yeah,
saying all this really does make me sound like a spoiled, narcisistic, princess-like bitch.

well i guess i am.
live with it.

i miss times like these.

thanks for the call, you really are one in a million.

2009-04-09T21:48:00.006+08:00

Hey the moonlight's bright,
or is it just me?

dont we look happy?

OMG.
today was an awesomeeee day!
sports day in the sweltering heat.
-pants-
AHAHAHA
miss sarah cheong came late then we took a cab from tanah merah mrt while the rest ran!
lazy people i know :D
missed everyone that didnt come! (ESP RUO AND CLAR.)

sat beside two crazy monkeys.
boy hunting was (!!!)
funnyyyy.

then after that was off to parkway for a small celebration for mook!
HAPPY FIFTEENTH MARCUS MOOK!

went to pasta mania with the crazy booboos from 3F.
AHAHAH bought him nachos after eating as a sub for a cake.
(he actually blew on it!)

laughing spasms were non-stop & i guess we are really happy to be in 3F :D
y'know,
it was really heart warming to hear marcus said this was a first for him.
to be celebrating with classmates.
& i hope there will be many more firsts with 3F for the 2 years to come!
we are awesome,
& we do have that insane bond that brings us together!

PICSPAMMM!
(i forgot to bring my cam so the quality is -_____- )
& egan cant take pictures for nuts.
explains why fish are in water.
classic mook expression!

this is for KIAT JIAYI.

hey darling, when i saw you tearing at the track, my heart felt wrenched. how can it be that as a friend i couldnt do anything to help. then when i hugged you and you told me it was your fault that you guys were penalised, i didnt know what to say. but cheer up okay? cliche, but its the truth. y'know you guys were awesome, and i cant tell you i know how you feel. because honestly, i dont. all i can do is accompany you and cry, or if not just be there. so i will make a million fish faces and do all the retarded crap for you to cheer up okay? YOU MUST LAUGH YOUR RETARDED LAUGH SOON! am missing it badly you crazy beeeeech. iieeee lurrbbbsxsxsx euuuzxsxsx w0rhhhhsxsxsxsxsx! okay im sounding strangely les. TOODLES!

2009-04-08T23:00:00.006+08:00

Sky lights,
are what lits our hearts up.

*@(@&%^@$&@%@*^@(
D:
D:
D:

we might have to change our seats soon.
& i know sitting with egan will be a blast,
but my xuxu.
D:
will miss all the retarded stuff we do together,
best phlegm!
the crazy stickers & kickass videos,
the laughing at nothing :D

anyway,
hope is a must!
heres what we did belowwwww with crazy best phlegm stickers!

ruo's pink bubble stickers that costs 2 china money. (quote ruo)

my sexy stickers! AHAHA fish omg, egan (!!!)

"i want fishballsssss pleaseeeeeeee"

ruo's crazy stitch fanatic stickers.

kay off to sports day!

PLEASE DONT READ RUO'S BLOG THANKYOU.

hey, imy.

2009-04-07T21:25:00.002+08:00

hey,
i just wanna say.

"who can tell me they honestly believe they have one true friend?"

i mean i understand that you're sad and everything.
its not like i dont go by the day where i wonder when i can truely depend on someone.
& that person can be there for me 24/7.

but life's not a fantasy.
its reality,
& when you come to terms to face it,
you'll understand,
that you dont have anyone to trust,
except yourself.

but know that i will always love you guys,
& i dont expect the best of you guys.
just be there.
cus you know i will.
KIAT JIAYI YOU BEECH I WILL BE AT THE STANDS SCREAMING YOUR NAME TILL MY LUNGS FALL OUT MY NOSTRILS.
I LOVE YOUUUUUU!